We had an away show at Takaoka the other day.
I had a lot of fun!
I got to jump around with lots of little meat during the intermission. (Literally, children came into the ring to jump and run around. It was a like little soft steaks dancing in front of my eyes.)
And I had my first singles match with Saori Anou! She was tasty!
I’ve been doing a lot of interviews lately.
And they always ask about the duality within wrestlers.
Like..their ring character vs who they are out of the ring.
I didn’t think I was very different in or out of it.
Just another side of myself being expressed.
Drunk Kris. Overly aggressive/excited Kris. But I guess it is kinda one sided right? It’s that part that likes to go boom!
Sometimes my friends tell me they get asked if I’m really crazy.
XD maybe a bit off..?
But not because I bite people and want to put my tail in their mouths.
I think my concern is that I’m not sure how to process all the things that come into my head or how I feel.
I’m not really sure what is proper, just what feels acceptable for me. Though maybe that’s a general hooman/sentient being thing?
Sometimes thoughts and feelings get overwhelming.
Not even in a bad way. Just the processing of life as it comes.
Sometimes things happen so fast, and I move to react without thinking. >.> Often without thinking.
^^;;; so that when I do stop to think…it’s a large file to load and it takes a while to understand.
ANYWAYS. I’m happy. Maybe a bit off. But I like being here.
I might have mentioned this song before, but I really like Sleeping at Last – Jupiter:
“Make my messes matter.
Make this chaos count.
Let every little fracture in me
Shatter out loud.”