I want to burn brighter and harder this year. Like every year I obsess over finding meaning in the consistent chaos that is my life. I’ve tried creating routines, planning…but it all goes to shit. I…can’t…not act on impulse. And I can’t help but burn energy in all directions. I understand focusing will yield better results…profit? something. But I don’t know if that is what I want. I still don’t know.
All I know is that I want to burn. And occasionally throw others into their own spirals of chaos. UGH. WHAT AM I SAYING.
Happy New Year, fuckers.